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notbuk

May 23, '08 8:28 AM
for everyone

Thousands of miles away in body
But still together at heart
This time away from each other
Will never tear us apart

You at home laying alone
Waiting for the phone to ring
Me laying on the beach
Looking forward to the love your messages bring

You're awaiting my return
Missing me every second of the day
Waiting for the moment I run into your arms
And next to my warm body you will lay

This time apart has made me realise
That what we share is true
And believe me when I say
There's not a moment that I don't think of you

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iF TEARDROPS NEVER FELL

May 23, '08 7:51 AM
for everyone

If teardrops never fell
Your words would still cut deep
It'd be a different place
For when it hurt me then
No tears would drench my face

If teardrops never fell
My eyes would not tell tale
The pillowcase would dry
Would I feel better then
If I could never cry

If teardrops never fell
I'd lose my sweet release
I'd keep it all inside
Angst would overcome me
If all teardrops were dried

If teardrops never fell
I'd take my place instead
In the arms of sorrow
To drown in my regret
Wishing for tomorrow

If teardrops never fell
I'd never speak my peace
My heart could never mourn
Or say a sad goodbye
If tears were never born

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YOUR MY iNSPiRATiON

May 13, '08 9:28 PM
for everyone

You ask me if I love you,
Then you suck the lips off my face
And chew on the delicacy of their maroon creases.
'Body shop' lipstick, no. 12;
The taste of compact slabs of cherry.
This cheap adolescent disguise has guided me through all
my realizations.

I left it on the edge of plastic vodka glasses and blood smeared mirrors,
On the foreskins of Greek men,
And finally, on all your cliched perfume soaked letters.
Now it is in your mouth, your throat, your stomach.
You have swallowed my teens and all those fermented mistakes.

The ones I danced into blind,
Fumbling for an urgent exit
In whitewashed jeans and tobacco coated pockets.
All the words that flew out and assaulted
Steve, Damien, Kieren, Gary, Ben
(and all the others my high tech brain has crashed out and deleted),
Have left open wounds in my voice box,
gauged by their barbed wire font.

But as you savor the many varied tastes of my existence,
I can feel my insides frantically stitching and nursing
my pubescent cuts and bruises. Healing in seconds.
Now I am your fetus and everything is warm.

You feed me with a mother's strength and make me reborn,
Without all these zits and misadventures.
My new born 'Halleaugh' scream, realized from sterilized lungs
will be pristine, no lipstick stains in sight.

The answer to your question is
"Yes, Yes, Yes! "
Yes, I love you.
YOUR PURPLE MECHANICAL PALMS,
THAT AT NIGHT SOFTEN LIKE CHOCOLATE IN THE SUNLIGHT
AND MELT INTO MY THIGHS.
YOUR HEAVY TORTURED EYES, YOUR LAUGHTER
AND THE WAY YOU INHALE YOUR MARLBORO.
Yes, Yes, Yes.

I swirl out of your anesthetic
With a bacon rind for a belly button
And that's my first word,
A singular syllable.

I can turn the lens until my eyes are in focus,
And you, my surgeon, become my mother.
"Your adolescence has been successfully removed.
The operation was beautiful, wonderful,
Just fine. "

My log in word is 'You'.
That is all I remember.
I am a blank canvas, a cut- price jotter pad, an overflowing biro.
Write all over me.

Scrawl your name in my razor sharp armpits,
In my louse- free hair, my eyelashes bulging with years of mascara.
Practice your joined up handwriting on
My Mound of Venus and the folds of my labia;
Magenta pink and bald.

I am your Frankenstein,
but I promise not to fail.
I will get top marks in my oral stage, my anal stage
And all the others I don't remember,
Because we hit the doodle stage in class.

With you, I will grow old and withered
And our tree roots will be dangerously entwined with time.
We will become soil once again and make love amongst the worms.
'Yes' will be always be my answer, my mantra.
You will always be my host, my vessel;
A place to store my happiness and tears.

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ROMANTIC WORD FOR D DAY

May 13, '08 9:25 PM
for everyone

In order to keep passion in a relationship alive, there are times we must drop what we are doing and be romantic. In order to keep myself primed for doing this, I created THE ROMANTIC WORD OF THE DAY. Only I know the word (which is chosen in the morning by me). It may be the word "ecstatic," or "appreciate," or "beautiful," or "god/goddess" or any other word that may or may not arise during that day. But, when it does (either my boyfriend says it or the radio or television for that matter), I must drop what I am doing, and take a few minutes time out for love and affection. Which, quite often, gets met with a wonderful response. ;)

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POEM

May 13, '08 9:11 PM
for everyone

My heart cries, but you don’t hear it.

My heart breaks, but you don’t feel it.

My body longs to feel your arms around me.

My lips long to feel your kisses.

My ears long to hear you say I love you.

My eyes long to see your smile and eyes twinkle.

My life longs to have you in it.

My world longs to have you make it complete.

My body longs to feel you lie next to it.

My love longs to have you return it.

My heart will cry, my heart will break.

My body will go limp, my lips will only speak.

My ears will miss your words, my eyes will shed tears.

My life will be so lonely, my world will be so empty.

My love will go unreturned.

My heart aches as my life is turned inside out.

My mind will never forget, my heart will never let go.

I have loved you since the day I met you

But now my heart cries, and you don’t hear it.

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SO HAPPY!!

May 7, '08 10:20 PM
for everyone

aheks!! so happy..
wihh may 08.08 ihih
we had a mall hopping
wit me parents and lil
sis.. first! we went to
mii papa's company office
then, second to SM MANILA
before we go to ROB, we go to
our personal derm care
third, we went to ROBINSONS
pedro GiL ,then fourth we went
to HARISON PLAZA ihih
the last is to MOA.. ohh dbuh!!
we've got a lot of time just
to have this mall hopping and
to have fun and bonding!!

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ASAR!!

May 6, '08 5:33 AM
for everyone

waaah!! naasar ako now sa
baby ko.. dko nua ayam sknya
hais.. kelangan paalam pa
kung pedii mak.upload uh hnd asar!!!
aun !! inis nua inis me knya..
ncgawan me xa. an gulo ksii nea kausap
wihh!! hais.. naglit dn xa skn peu
hais.. KAASAR AMAN ksii teaga
xa weh.. ggrrrr

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so stress but happy

May 1, '08 12:11 AM
for everyone

waah!!.. nothing just wanted to
share mii happy moments!! eheheh
forget muna un prob ko aheks!!
ahmm nweis' its april22 then ihih
me and mii baby do watched movie
STEP UP 2 .THE STREETS!
yeah.. it was pretty kewl and fun ehhehe
first we met at the goldilocks
crossing.. having some fun' then we
went ast sm bacoor. aheks!!
we ate at pizza hut wahahahha
kewl. and nipgttripan amin un waiter oh dbuh!!
den, dats it!! we went to cinema
ahehehhe, niaasar pa nga ako ihh
sbe buh amn nia, kea mo yang syw
ni ANDIE??.. ihih i said yes..
ksii nga po imma dancer!!
yeah.. uh dbuh.. and aun po SHARE LAN
peu grabii ASTIG TEAGA UN STEP UP2
ihih. mwahks!! miss does moments..
LOVE Mii BABY

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im rili confused

Apr 28, '08 10:43 AM
for everyone

OMG !!
i am really confused!
dunno wat am i goin to do
so ..
dunno if i need to end
up this relationship wit
him ..
i really loved him but
dunn think it was the
right decision hais..
i lied to my parents,
i act like an innocent
one, i go home late wit
mii prens not knowing
im going home late
wit him. hais.'
i think i need first to obey
my parents hais..
that's waht i think so.

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